I EAT GREENS

I know I know

2010-05-27T01:10:00.004+08:00

Yes I know clearly that I'm one of the worse groupmate ever!

Every leader's nightmare.

I am a "fei-luar" (daniel and I's inside joke)

Please bear with me for a while. In the process of picking myself back up.

GREATEST REGRET EVER! Grouping with friends. now my friends are gonna hate me. I'm gonna be friendless. ='(

Its a freaking waste when people no longer wanna be friends with you anymore just because I'm the worse project group mate ever! but i know i'm not perfect, in fact i'm a person with A LOT of flaws. But i'm human.

Sorry world. I think i should be like another melissa. But then again it'll be damn sad cause honestly who will give a damn? its phoebe its phoebe i'll probably have like 20 fans? who'll miss my nonsense and not what i would have been able to contribute to the world with my "talents" and all. When others in the world whos nice, pretty, and multi-talented. I'm starting to doubt myself.

Is there anyone out there who still have faith in me? hmmm? I have myself to blame. seriously just myself to blame.

Now I miss you

2010-05-24T02:55:00.003+08:00

I came across our old photos together and i remembered how i had 2 chances to hug you but then it never happen.

Was out with you a couple of times and how i wanted to just grab your hands, but then it never happen.

I was sharing ice cream with you on that special day and you were so close i wish i could lean on you, but it never happen.

we are a beautiful mess

2009-10-25T23:15:00.004+08:00

a few reasons why i just have to blog this entry after a supercalifragilisticexpialidociously long time:

1) I went Clubbing for the 1st time! okay more like a party but its still 1st time going to a club, THANKS LIZZY!
2) My 18th Bday family photos with mum and tiny are up

On my 18th Birthday this year my mum book this photoshoot thingy kinda as my present. though its mostly on our dearest "tiny" but we sure had fun throughout though it was rather awkward at first for me as its kinda like the 1st photoshoot i have ever since those nude and gay baby photoshoot i took eons ago! i've made some scan on them. and here are the photos from the photoshoot too!

this was when i was a month old; haha unglam nude shoots!

This was when i was 1?

18th Birthday photoshoot!

We do really retarded things when we're bored. and yes we were to bored waiting for ms SUE LOH! forever talking to mr steven ng! and thats the photos of the scrapcard i made for lizzy too!

A trip to cold storage at the holland v outlet as it was the only 24 hours store. i missed a stop and it took me around 45 mins to walk back! WTH right! moronic me! ARGH. went to cold storage just because mascarpone cheese could only be found there. bought all my ingredients to bake the perfect tiramisu for lizzy's bday (not actual) but at least it was the party night! i stayed up all night baking and doing my research for comm skills (but i screwed it up eventually by losing my notes!)

And now for my very first clubbing experience! it was surprisingly really fun to get high and just dance! though i didn't rely on alcohol to get high that night. thanks to liz's sista, we got a table and vip stamps! aww we all felt so damn special that night~ and to my surprise! i met justin and zhuo wei there! and i was surprised not only cause they were there but we were both there for the same party! thats cause justin knew Laura! church friends i think? yea i got to know new friends like kimberly, joy, and Zimu. I just mentioned those people i actually did talk to, though there were a few others there i didnt say much to them =( too shy! HAHAHHA!

I realised there isn't a need to blog about my whereabouts or my everyday happenings as its tiring and rather unnecessary, so i'll just blog only when there something worthy to blog about!

Man In The Mirror

2009-06-28T03:26:00.003+08:00

I've decided to start blogging once again.
Maybe its a good way to make me less dependent on my friends
I've been talking to all my friends so much (hiding no secrets at all)
Cause I'm always to lazy to either blog or write my feelings down in trusty "alfie"
I'm not really sure what to start with since haven't been blogging since school have started but there have been so much drama in my life lately!

My new class 2M04 is awesome! like totally! as in much better than expected. We're pretty bonded.

Row 1 of the photos:
[18th May 09] It was the first class outing to celebrate Jon's Bday Went Astons. It was my first time there and the food was really good! Will go back for sure. I baked some cheesecake brownie thingy that looked pretty hideous. I didn't dare to give to Jon at first but i still did in the end. Argh so embarrassing. The whole class lan-ed together while me and eldora went to shop for braaaaaa. HAHAHAHAH and tau huay-ed with them after all the shopping.

Row 2:
[6th June 09] Peiling's Bday celebration. Went for 3D Monsters VS Aliens Movie. Laughed like mad throughout the movie. Had free drinks and popcorn, KUDOS to hanyang! hung out at "picturehouse". They Lan-ed again. I left at 11.15pm? On a side note, I think Gabriel Thomas have like super good time management. He always says he'll leave at this time and he'll really leave. Unlike me, i'll never reach home the time i told my mum i would.

Row 3:
[16th June 09] Went to Nic's Ulu house for Steamboat with 2M04. Nic had a really adorable papillion, which was my distraction for the night! The food that Edmund's Aunt Prepared was really good! I really appreciate he's aunts help! we watched "Don't Mess with the Zohan" which was a really dumb movie i watched with the clique last year? HAHA! and going home from he's place was damn retarded. Cause i left with Cheng Yong and i remembered Teasing him about he's "China" Phone which he insisted it was a "Taiwan" Phone HAAHAH to cheng yong: Ming Wee ming wee remember? LOL LOL LOL but i forgive your china phone since it has cool keypads HAHA

Something i'm gonna say now its something i've never told anyone. But i always felt anything thats phoebe its never a secret. So i shall just shoot. Is it me but though the class is bonded but i still feel left out at times? I don't think i have much in common with my class girls. And i'm never those that would change to blend in. I'm closer to the boys in my class. okay actually not all the guys but more like Jonathan and uhm maybe Gabriel?

This year i had my 18th at Timbre, 8 days before the actual day. WOW?
Yea so heres how it goes... A day before the Timbre celebration with avey and liz, ave called and said she couldn't make it for the party afterall so it'll be just me and lizzie. so oh well! i went shopping the entire day with liz at zara and all and head down to timbre like around 7pm. AND TO MY SURPRISE! gabriel, joey and jonathan and that sneaky aveling was there too! HAHAHAH wth they're such sweet people. And this proves that liz is so good at keeping secrets that she didnt hint me one bit the whole entire time we're out shopping! HAHAH on a side note, the thin crust pizzas and live acoustics by EIC was so darn good! i wish we could go there together next time! and luckily though not every knew each other, we got along fine. HEH

WE GOT PRICKED!
We actually skipped Accounting Lecture that day just to slack and wait for the peak hours charge to be over so AVELING KANG MUN TING could cab home (as usual). Then i suggested we get "THE BEST MILO IN THE WORLD" from design. and said we should seat on the grass near the soccer field where the banglahs from engine usually plays after school. HAHA and then, we thought the grass would be soft and all since it's carpet grass. BUT it totally pricked out butts, legs and BACK.. cause smart aveling said we should take some shots of us lying down on the grass.. HAHHAHAHA it was so fun~ we had lotsa candid shots and talked about the most retarded things every! like how romantic that fountain area was, and minutes later it started drizzling and those water from the fountain splatted on us! NICEEEE. romantic MUCH?

Reported by PHOEBE

catch me if you can!

2009-02-21T18:07:00.003+08:00

HEY EVERYBODY~

i think i just got bored of blogger.
so i'll be using my livejournal for now.
BUT perhaps not for long!

MY LIVEJOURNAL

OVER dued

2009-02-17T12:10:00.002+08:00

some overdued photos that i have yet to update!

HAHA
xiao yan stayed over at my place when my mum was in taiwan for the last day
we ate lotsa cup noodles
talk crap
watched tv
blogshopped
usual camwhorings

While staying at my auntie's place,
had alot fun with my cousin, KYN
now i know he is also a camwhorer!
HAHAHHA

you don't know

2009-02-17T10:11:00.004+08:00

Yea some updates!

school has officially ended but this states the start of the crazy examssssss!
anw the last day where we had class together for the last time was FRIDAY, 13th Febraury!
took alot of photos and all!

Anyway, its been almost a week that i'm staying here at my auntie's house and shes damn nice luh! When i'm a mother someday i hope i can be like her!
Did some baking and taught my cousin how to do he's homework!
[Its seriously damn though to teach a kid to study]
sighhhhh
But now i was deciding to go back like today? cause i'm having 2 papers on this FRIDAY!
AND i havent even started studying!?!?! OMGOMGOMG
so anw, i'll try studying like now? this afternoon? then if its productive,
i'll just stay on? if not i'll just go back today.

Let me tell you that i'm so in love with Charlotte Russe?
I wanna get so much stuffffffffff!
tell me which to get and which not to or just get all!?

AND to add on, Remember everyone got a small valentine note from each of our classmate on this coloured paper?
I'm truly touched and happy about this idea!
who was the one who came out with this idea!?

Though everything was great, i still have something i'm unhappy about during the last day of school, and something i was extremely happy on thursday.
ALL this is either gonna be blogged in my old private blog or be dumped in my diary!
HAHAHAH
but you little piece of FAKE PERFECTION!
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!

you are nice, but too nice it seems fake at times
maybe i'm jealous or just envious
BUT i still hate you
you took my friends
somehow?
through your gentle comforting words,
your ways of thoughtfulness
your irritating-ness at times which people thinks its cute
And me which is totally opposite of you
do NOT have a very thoughtful personality
DO NOT know how to comfort people with words, LIKE YOU DO
thus, friends that was once mine appreciate you more!
i know thats nth wrong but still
I HATE YOU!
stop being such an angel
shielding others when i'm arguing them
letting me be in a difficult position?
and claiming you're just telling me whats right?
OMG SERIOUSLY
you're nice but don't be too nice!
its freaky
and please DO NOT try to be nice at the wrong time
it totally DISGUST ME
your actions
your face
how you can't handle someone you actually like
why must you act so disgustingly when its obvious you like him
i'm not asking you to admit it to him
but dont express your shit in such disgusting ways alright

YOU DONT HAVE TO KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING
SO AS LONG I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE
AND I WANNA VENT ALL THIS SHIT
SO CHOOSE TO IGNORE IF U WANT!

and specifically for all my dear friends out of LOVE:

LOVE HURTS

Love, it hurts some how you just can't get enough of the same hurt
you just pick up the broken pieces
and go back for more
until there are no more pieces to break

I know this doesnt seem like some word of encouragement at all.
BUT i hope it enlightens you all like it did to me
cause why keep getting hurt?
and we all seem like we don't mind
cause we love that person truck loads?
I don't see whats so worth it as life is worth much more!
and live life while we're still young!
anw i HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAPPY ALRIGHTS!

Bitter Sweet Poetry

2009-02-10T01:52:00.005+08:00

WARNING! this would be a extremely long post with lotsa photos and ranting!

Firstly, it was Amandal's Surprise Birthday Party Today! so straight after OB tutorial, Maria, Dev, Candice, Morg and I all rush down to his house by Cab. didnt cost as much as i expected it to be though. [phew]
He's house has to dogs one "xiao-hei" and the other is "fridayz" i emphasize its with the ZZZ HAHAHA
what random names for a pet.

i'll stop crappin' and view the photos!

We were in the cab and i swear this is the coolest cabbie i've came across!.. he could speak so many languages!
linguistic man indeed

Stefan was like freaking lame walking around when i gave cue for a group shot!
so like many shots were interrupted! but it was funny!

YAY! group photo with birthday girl! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AMANDAL!

SERIOUSLY, the 3 girls were CAMWHORERS! they wanted to keep posing
but my cam batt was running low initially so not much photos today

RANDOM moments, maria was such a "Good" photographer!
Nah i was kidding... was really impressed that you could get 4 of us in one of the photo! -HUGS-

Banners, candles, decors and all were all put up by marcella, eilise, denise and dionne before the sun goes down! HAHA it wasnt easy.
AND they GAMBLED GAMBLED GAMBLED. blackjack i think?

morgan had like 6 of this "SURVIVORS" torches which were like damn cool!
so romantic eh? building up all the atmosphere for amandal's party!
guess everything went out well. Though most of us were not familiar with their friends so were kinda hiding at one corner.. HAHA

Love you guys..

To continue...

I freaking quarreled with my mum today, a violent one.
I know i know you guys are so gonna think like why am i so unfilial and all
BUT

she really pissed me off this time! i said before, i can tolerate her so as long as she don't irritate and get on my nerve!
if you nag, the most i'll be annoyed
but she freaking hit my head damn hard just because of the word "shut-up"
its not like the first the i've said it.. and she has this bad habit of pushing blames to others
when its totally all her fault?
is it my fault that she learned how to function the com and forgets?
is it my fault that she has to ask others for IT help and blame me for not helping her since shes not learning?
I cant help her all her life and i think she should seriously start learning everything she thinks is important to her, HERSELF!
and stop relying and always pushing blames to others!
and when we quarrel she'll always call daddy and make me sound like i'm totally in the wrong!
SHIT HER! can't she freaking learn to be independent and STOP relying on others
for things that she herself can handle!
I BROKE A BOWL TODAY
thats cause i was freaking mad at how hard she hit my head and still think its okay that shes doing that
my head was so freaking RED can? i think if she hit a little harder it would just BLEED!
she keeps shouting and emphasizing that shes the mum so she can do anything she wants
EVEN if its HITTING ME?
FUCK YOU!
i'm human not a freaking punching bag!
so i will tend to retaliate! ARGHH
sometimes i so feel like killing her [i dont mean like real KILL KILL but just a description to HOW ANGRY I AM NOW!]
and she just wouldn't stop threatening me to move out everytime we quarrel!
F you... who do you think u are?
even though you bought this house, but since you've given birth to me
i guess its your responsibility of providing me shelter while i cant afford one!
and since daddy cant take care of me
then stop pushing me away like i'm a burden! or like whatever
i'm not a "IT" that can be pushed around!
I scolded lotsa vulgarity at her today too!
i know what you people will think again
BUT if she was YOUR mum
I BET YOU WOULD DO THE SAME!
whatever FUCK you !!!!!!!!!

Are you human?

2009-02-02T00:56:00.002+08:00

When i was scared, You didn't call
When i was bored, You can't be bothered
When i needed to talk to someone, You couldn't answer

Sometimes i feel you're like a non-living thing
...Living in a different dimension of this world!
Sometimes i think you're OGLY
...But i couldn't care less, Cause you're too nice! (not to me, but just nice alright)

Sometimes i wish you would do more
... So i could like you more
You're too on and off.. and i'm dosing off soon AGAIN! 
and valentines day's coming and i'm gonna be alone again
i'm okay since it has always been this way..

OKAY BYE RANDOM-NESS!

2009 Lunar New Year

2009-01-29T10:07:00.004+08:00

~~will be updating this space soon, SOON i say!~~

HAPPY NIU YEAR!...

okay finally i have completed my Marketing Project! (its a seriously short part for me but i don't know why i'm always so last minute, lazy, slow, and having such bad time management)
Still had some sense of accomplishment though, cause i hadly send my completed work before dued date, usually on the day itself? OMG RIGHT! haha

Back to all the new year period's blogging!

This new year really felt like a new year at first cause i kinda got hooked to blogshopping before christmas and got myself lotsa new clothes! but other than that it was only like 2 to 3 days of new year mood before it all fades off! ARGH why? (Maybe cause mum's away in taiwan and leaving me all alone for this lunar new year? sobs sobs)

DAY 0 of Lunar New Year (eve)

Yea its all the usual process of reunion dinner gatherings! For others they would usually just eat at one place, which is going to the Dad's side for dinner. But for me, since my parents ain't together, i have to go both sides to eat cause my mum is stubborn about the fact that i live with her so i must eat with her side first! Whatever luh, i'm also starting to enjoy both side's relative's company. Kyn is also Growing up alot.

Some photos luh alright... i'll stop the ranting:

End of the Reunion Dinner Day!

Day 1 of Lunar New Year

Went to "bai nian" at my ahma's house first around 12.30pm. All those ang pow taking sessions, Lunch together with my cousins. Its scary to realise how much we've grown throughout these years! OMG OMG. I love them so much as we've been all kinda close since we're young. Miss those swimming times tgt! HAHA. Anw yea the fish and pork ahma added into the soup was damn nice so we kinda got bloated on that! HAHAHA

After that it was second round of day 2, which was following Hui Xuan to her hougang ah ma's place. I am not their blood related relative though they've seen me before and know me. But i was happy going there as it is like CHILDREN GALORE there! haha tiring to handle them but so cute so i didnt really mind. The kids there grew so much in just one year! and there was a new baby girl! Curry there was good too!

PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS:

End of Day 1 of Lunar New Year!

Day 2 of Lunar New Year

Went to the temple in the morning with Popo and Ka moh. My grandma said it won't be a good year for the Goats this year. (I'm born in the year of Goat) thats why she told me to go to the temple to do some praying to ward of bad luck? Okay i don't see any harm praying for positive reasons so i just went for it! At night, i Went to Ka Moh's house again and we had Steamboat with Popo around. My Taiwanese aunty makes the best Steamboat ever! YUM YUM~
[Didn't bring my camera along on this day thus no photos]

Day 3 of Lunar New Year

Today is my cousin's Kyn's birthday celebration! In the morning i went to many places, First was going all the way to St nicolas Girls school at yio chu kang to collect the things i bought from a blogshop, next was going bugis to get my "I LOVE NY" tee (quite a dissapointment) not cheap alright. Then next was going City Hall to meet another blogshop owner. Last stop was tiong bahru where i make a new ez-link card as i lost the "old" one. SIGH waste time waste money! I also bought named keychains for kyn's birthday present and one for myself too! and a box of 9 chewy junior donuts for the party but i have to end up finishing it all myself... long story... Ka Moh baked some Vegan almond oreo chocolate Cupcakes and top it up with Mascaporne Cheese! BEST combination ever! omg omg

Photo Flood!

A video to end of with!
the video is still loading into youtube.. will update again! toodles..

Jam-Pack month ahead!

2009-01-21T03:28:00.009+08:00

FIRSTLY! i've got lotsa projects to clear... 1 down, 3 to go!

~~16th Jan: Organisational Behaviour - 1) Article~~

~~2) Presentation~~
~~3) Role Play~~

~~23rd Jan:~~ ~~Macroecons -1) Articles~~
~~2) Fiscal Policy~~

29th Jan: Microecons - 4 Articles!

2nd Feb: Marketing Fundamentals - Place analysis

SECONDLY, EXAMS are just around the corner! exactly 1 month before i have my first paper... OMG? anyway since i retook to subs without a CDS... i've got 6 papers this time! AHHHH

Ignore the "carpe diem" which means iloveyou.. i dont love exams but i shall learn to love them!

MY EXAM TIMETABLE!

ALRIGHTY... i'm off to die for my marketing project now! ANW for an advertorial! hurhur for the first time i felt that coffee made me alive!! (ps: but it only lasted me for less than an hour! i'm tired, drained and sleepy again!! NOOOO! Sobsss)

to add on... ONLINE SHOPPING IS EVILLLLL! i sooo agree with amanda! haha been spending too much on online shopping till i'm B.R.O.K.E! like seriously! i shall stop till i save till like $400 again? or when i start working?

SIGNING OFF,
disorganised living ZOMBIE

CRASHED

2009-01-18T01:09:00.007+08:00

HEADLINES HEADLINES!

can you believe there was this plane that crashed at the hudson river today! and all 155 passengers survived! okay getting boring... go read up yourself if curious
link to the news

okay next up! Today i woke up real early and went to kamoh's place for her wonderfully prepared breakfast! had peartart, Premium Bread, Oreo Cheesecake yogurt and cheesesticks!

after that i went to my Grandma's house initially to swim but didn't in the end as the water is seriously damnnn COLD!! brrrrr... i had my FAVOURITE "braise pork"! and ahma thought me how to make the new year biscuit thingy again! YAY! i called it the ah ma biscuit! I also got to eat a almost $70 worth of bird nest! awesome or what!? My grandma loves us soooo much!! shes the best mans!

So lately i've been itching to BAKE but sadly i haven't replace my oven so i kept finding things that are somewhat similar to replace baking! I've been making pancakes! But they end up looking like "ROTI PRATA" as my house ran out of butter! ARGHH!
Picked up sewing from my mum and starting to think its actually kinda fun to sew!
Made Banana Nutella Cream Cheese bread! YUMS
Had peanut butter and jelly with wholemeal bread the entire week!
Hyatt hotel's wedding chocolates from mummy!
Bought French Cheesecake yogurt..
Eating much healthier alternative cereals!

I feel like i'm really improving my diet by alot! WOW am so proud of that!
AND i've been doing housework lately! see i'm no spoiled!

HEE HEE HEE
I found some software that allows me to "take" polaroid pictures! yay! finally cool or what!? not i dont have to buy expensive polaroids to have "polaroids". I bet you'll say "AIYA, its different got the camera cooler, blah blah, the film is cool..even if i print it out it wont be like polaroid films!" SO WHAT! hahahahha

TO END OFF........
Shall i buy!?!?!!?

a navy blue leggings?! its only $10 anw
between green and brown AEROPOSTLE hoodies, which looks better?! (or shall i just get both? its $25 each)

TAG and tell me alright!

ASHAMED and HELPLESS

2009-01-15T06:45:00.006+08:00

Some updates..
What happen lately? Recent Photos? all will be done at a later date! Cause now I would like to take some time to express how i am feeling right now... at the same time, Kinda like jot down an 'apology letter' here?

CHANGE

I know I have bad time management
I know i do not know how to prioritise
I know I am very easily distracted
I am AWARE of all my flaws
I WANT TO CHANGE
I'M TRYING TO CHANGE
maybe no one can see cause
I am not making much of a progress YET
But deep down inside i know
I HAVE TO CHANGE
I WANT TO CHANGE

A note to all my family friends and especially my Project Group Mates: If you guys are reading this, I want you guys to know I'm truly sorry for being sucha constant dissapointment. Constantly not doing my work, giving the group so much problem. Adding burdens and workload to the group. I TRULY am sorry! As i have said i wanna change and i promise i will try my very best! but no one person can change over night! so give me some time. (I felt so ashamed yesterday, I was afraid to face the group afraid the face the world!) Feeling so lost and helpless!

I'M SORRY!
though i know sorry is useless... I shall prove with actions... But time is needed

A song to Express myself now!: Scars (Stronger for life) - Corrinne May

LYRICS

just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don’t want to hear them say
“You’re no good at this”

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I’m meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won’t bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Scars make us stronger for life

Scars (Stronger For Life) - Corrinne May

a wrap up of what happened lately

2009-01-04T17:55:00.029+08:00

29 DECEMBER 2008
SCHOOL REOPENED

School has officially started after the 2 weeks of break, which is kinda short. Its kinda tiring to drag yourself to school as holidays makes oneself really lethargic! Schools alright, Friends and Teachers are somehow the same? Anyway Maria and Mark were really nice to get me a "Christmas Present" from overseas! Am really touched! THANK YOU GUYS FOR REMEMBERING ME ♥

Mark got me a "Donald Duck Door Knob Cover" from Hong Kong, and Maria got me a "Comb with Korean Wordings from Korea!

31 DECEMBER 2008
NEW YEAR'S EVE

so during NEW YEAR"S EVE: i spent it with Cleo's Family! they are my relatives FYI.. its not like i intentionally not celebrate it with my family but my mum actually had her own fun with her friends too... so oh well.

My uncle and aunty brought us to "BIG FISH" a restaurant just downstairs ruben's house! we went really late and thanks to the festive season so we had to wait really LOOOONNNGGGG for our food to be served but i say the food is pretty satisfying!

Went to Uncle Frankie's house to "countdown" after dinner.. their house is HUGE!!!! swing around that wooden swing till i got nauseous! anyway their house have a gigantic JACUZZI, STEAM ROOM, JAMMING ROOM with like sound proof system, rooms with a bathroom each and AWESOME attic! had fun there, shall not continue elaborating!

Some photos that night!

Presenting my uncle and aunty, and the 2nd family of mine ♥ ♥

Don't the food just look delicious?! MINE was the terriyaki chicken spaghetti: first time trying a spag thats olive stir fried and its really GOOD! THANKS uncle and aunty for being sucha blessing in my life! not forgetting CLEO and her brothers too! you guys really mean so much to me! ♥

2 JANUARY 2009
ITS MUMMY'S 43TH BIRTHDAY!

Had a long long day in school today and DRAGGED myself to "BUGIS" to get mummy's favourite BEEF NOODLES from "lai lai beef noodle" shop! love the soup base, noodles, beef, chilli and some pickled veg from this place! For a change i got mummy a Durian Strudel from the "APPLE STRUDEL SHOP" at bugis.. didn't make a big surprise party and all for her just a small celebration, hope she likes it... cus i was really tired! i slept early! like say 7pm? and missed my "little nonya" show. SORRY MUMMY for not accompanying you for long on your birthday! ♥

The Durian Strudel "cake" i got my mum

3 JANUARY 2009
FLEA @ BIGSPLASH

Had lunch at bedok hawker cause we're kinda on a budget. Went with my girlfriends from secondary school to a flea at BIGSPLASH to hunt for some goodies! got alot of bangles, bracelets, charm, vintage case, picnic basket, waist belts, shades and 2 sequins tank. Rest at KFC for some time as it was really burning at the flea! ANW we are planning to set up a flea to sell away our old and unwanted stuff! will update when and where once we're free! all 4 of us! took long bus rides to Tampines Mall as they still want to shop for shoes. In the bus i bumped into TANZEHUI. I waited at Macs for quite a while as my BUYS are kinda bulky and heavy! went home after that... LILI followed me and to shower and left some things at my place

SOME PHOTOS!

shots of us at the flea and Random multiple shots in KFC!

things i got from the flea! as said above! the focus of the last photo is that blue looking charm! i bought it from this stall and they said they got it from turkey and it was some sort of a charm called "magic eyes"? supposedly some kinda protective charm.

EXTRA EXTRA

I think ellis looks like shes saying "Cheap Cheap Cheap"
haha since lili thinks its a co-incident they had the same movement of the mouth! i made it into a GIF.. if u guys don't like this just tag me and i'll delete alright..

Today's MARIA'S mummy's birthday! happy birthday AUNTY! i don't know how can i wish you happy birthday... but all thats not important! most importanly i wanna wish you good health and wealth! HEHE thank you so much for the help on my birthday. And you're really a GREAT and WONDERFUL mother to both your really thoughtful daughters! i've got lots to learn from them you know! HAHA

4 JANUARY 2009
SCHOOL REOPENED

I kinda wasted my day away today as i havent been doing much! just did some chores, pack my room a little, blogged and brought my dog for a walk! haven't even start on my homework! shit shit shit i should really go according to my new year resolutions! Mummy came home today with "BEARD PAPA" cream puff for me! so happy! but i was kinda rude to her for a while today.. bad phoebe bad phoebe... okay so in the night i did some ironing and sewed up the hole on the sleeve of my Jacket! -applaud applaud- HAHA i shall try doing up my tutorials for tomorrow now! if i can.... hurhur

Mummy bought this back from work for me! THANKS

TALKING ABOUT NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS, i haven't blog about mine eh? shall start now!

Start going to school early & to be more serious about my work and studies
Be more considerate, less hot tempered, more thoughtful towards others
Get my 49kg before the end of the year for my "new oven" to bake wonderful treats for friends and family
Start working once studies is stabled as i need more money to aid my extra expenses

WHAT A WRAP!
TOODLES WOODLES FELLAS

savings plan!

2008-12-29T02:24:00.010+08:00

okay now that i have bought so many new clothes to feed my closet its "ALMOST" enough for new year and all but i shall be a little more greedy for FOREVER 21 and COTTON ON! love their stuff!

LATELY, i got alot of over sized shorts [dang!] arghh i never seem to get the right size clothes for myself... got 1 dress, some spags, lotsa lingerie and IKEA and bag omg! i'm sucha spendtrift! i used to be such a thrifty person! eversince POLY! i have spending so much on clothes, DIE POLY DIE!

once every study matter is stable for me, i shall start earning some extra cash to spend! woohoo and FYI stable for me means: understanding whats going on in school and doing up all my tutorials and having projects on track. and of course i must have the time! HMM? SAY starbucks? cotton on? or forever 21? i wanna try a new job but if it could be any of this with a reasonably good pay, that'll be G.R.E.A.T!!

I HAVE TO START A SAVINGS PLAN LIKE SOON!? SAVE UP enough to buy more clothes! eat more macarons! I WANNA START A FLEA TO CLEAR OLD UNUSED CLOTHES!

some clothes i bought during this holidays! do you think they're nice? hmm..

ANYWAY! do you think this 2 dress is the same? i'm contemplating on whether to buy the "dress" on top! what i wanted was the one below but sold out... the one on top is somewhat similar? but its only $8! sales! what do you think?

HAR HAR

2008-12-28T05:10:00.007+08:00

some updates..

Didn't do much for Christmas this year but i did go to church for christmas services! i must say it was pretty short but good.
On christmas eve: i went to expo church wanting to catch the christmas drama and attend the christmas service but as usual i was late! so i couldnt get it and there was no overflow room.. SIGH! waited at the foyer till service was over so i could join them for "DINNER" (more like supper) HAHA.. Went down to overated & overpriced "newton circus" with Cleo, Hadi, Huiyi, Dorothea and Guodong. Ordered LOTSA FOOD! char quey teow, BBQ chicken wings, satay, BBQ sambal stingrays blah blah blah! and can you believe 1 cup of sugarcane juice there actually cost $3.50?!?!

while waiting for service to end, @ NEWTON CIRCUS

1st christmas "present" from huiyi! homemade cheesecake! awesome~

CHRISTMAS: went for service at the jurong west church! finally i went earlier and could get in to catch the drama this year! there were some really hilarious parts

Day after christmas: Mummy's robinson's sale for the last day so i decided to get some new bras to replace those really old ones. YAY! alrights.. spent quite a fair bit on them! say almost $100!? NANA went with us to get bras and so.. we had dinner together with my mum at some hong kong restaurant. Not bad luh

Camwhoring in the toilet

My beef noodle dinner (dont judge a book by its cover; its actually quite good)
Randoms from that day! anw look at the first photo i snap on the train! i thought that elderly uncle was cute so i secretly snap a photo of him [nyahaha]

anyway mummy said if i could lose weight till i'm 49, or 45kg? SHE WOULD GET ME A NEW OVEN! yay! so i shall start my diet plan and be diligent not to be tempted by all my CRAVINGSSSS...

to wrap up! i did a mask at night~ HAHA BOOO!

TOODLES! i really need some sleep so i could save up energy to complete my unfinished news articles dued SOON!

random random, NOT

2008-12-24T04:11:00.016+08:00

okay so i just have somethings i wanna rant about on my blog.

FIRSTLY! cravings... I've so been craving for a nice, gooey, rich, fudge-y, crisp BROWNIE!
Christmas is just a day away! arghh how i wish i have a new oven to replace my old and spoiled oven NOW! so i can like bake a endless supply of the brownie i'm craving for.. OMGosh

AMERICA! WHY WHY WHY

okay so why cant everything we want be at our reach!? like for example this 2 items is something i REALLY REALLY want! somehow?

1. the BIGSHOT sizzix machine - it cuts, emboss, texturise any shape you want with just some diecut thingy! HOW COOL! i want it so i can officially start scrapping
2. Baker's Edge Pan - its a pan that will allow me to make brownie bars with the texture that i LOVE! with crisp edge on every bar!

FOOD FOOD FOOD ilove

YES! Ben & Jerry's

Half baked! - A flavour i missed from B & J's chunk fest 08' DAMN! its a US flavour that's not sold in Singapore.. how sad.. a combination on Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough & Brownies! OMG both my favourite flavours! true indulgence

BEST 3 PICKS! - personally i really like floury stuff as ice cream (matcha ice cream is exception) and these 3 flavours are available in SG! 1. CAKE BATTER 2. CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH 3. ONE CHEESECAKE BROWNIE

YES YES i know i have alot of overdued photos and entries not posted up yet but i'll try finding time to talk about them... hurhur feeling lazy to edit photos and all so give me more time yea?

ANW just an addition, I AM SO FREAKING PISSED! why? cause the almost wonderful christmas might not be as wonderful anymore! arghh! the girlfriends planned a christmas eve outing but looks like it would be called off as,
1. KAINA would be working
2. QIQI would be working too
3. perhaps LILI would just go out with her other friends
hmmph! i shall go out with my GC friends then! i'll confirm with them again tmr! AHHHHH
really dont know how will it be on christmas itself! can you believe KAINA is working on 25th too! cause its double pay at 'cotton on' which makes it an attractive $14/hr! WTH i wanna work too!!! sobsss I NEED MONEEEEYYYYYYY

LET'S TALK HAIR

2008-12-22T04:10:00.005+08:00

hair hair hair issues...

HAIR, makes a girl look more outstanding

HAIR, makes you better looking

HAIR, show what kinda person you are

HAIR, shows how well you take care of yourself

HAIR, makes you unique

HAIR, represents YOU

sometimes i feel the world would be a better place if i had the most beautiful ideal hair i wanted! BUT life is life, i have to face up with the cruel reality that we won't always get what we want!

okay this is a photo of me as reference.. okay i admit i CHEATED! this is a rather nice photo of myself.. i did edit away my dark circles and horrific eye bags... oh well if only i rid of those eye bags and dark circle i could be a little closer to perfect! HAHA (yea right)

as you can see i have really THICK, COARSE, JET BLACK hair

HAIR I ALWAYS WANTED

1. CURLS

if only i could have a some natural wave like this super HOT korean artist, but this will always look nice with fine light hair... while mine's NOT

OR PERHAPS, perm my hair like the girl on the right! so elegant and NICEEEEE. I LIKE!

2. FRIDGE

Natural looking fridge that flows to the side nicely would be so loved! Thats because i rebonded my hair before and i want nice flowy natural fridge but thats not possible for now i guess?

3. INSPIRED

had always LOVE agyness deyn! even wanted to name my daughter after her for the middle name! AWESOME-ness aye!? okay back to topic! yes i'm oh-so-inspired by the unique-ness of agyness deyn! Her spunk and all is irreplaceable. Love the way she talks, dress and especially her HAIR which made her an ICON! sadly, we asians would really look weird with such bright blonde hair! BUT i so wanna have a hair like hers. but such great her comes with GREAT sacrifaces which is having GREAT GUTS to even cut my hair that SHORT!!!

EXTRA EXTRA!

okay so i have changed my old YAHOO! homepage to the all new ( iGoogle ) homepage!

reasons because i finally realised, 1) google have a better search engine, 2) iGoogle is really beautiful with the wide variety of theme i can choose from! 3) many whacked gadgets for me to choose and move around with to my liking!

AWESOME OR WHAT!?

boring henderson

2008-12-15T00:44:00.010+08:00

YELLOW!

haha today was like a really dumb day somehow? cus in the morning my mum REALLY spoilt my mood for the entire morning thanks to her shouting at me for no reason! argh so pissed! then went for this morning walk thingy that my mother signed up for with "PO-PO" which means grandmother... it rained! so everything became rather BORING and DISORGANISE! went to some newater place for like freaking long... it was freezing there! then when we finally proceed to henderson park i enjoy walking on the high bridge though it was a little freaky! HEIGHTSSSS!!!

photos photos photos

long boring waits

some really beautiful unknown "FLOWER"?

really gigantic mimosa looking thing

L.O.V.E

let me comment on something.. i find it really sweet as i have been walking behind this couple unknowingly.. they are like in their 40s or 50s alr! but still so loving and as you can see the women's feet is injured and he will walk so slowly with her and he hold the umbrella for her all the way even though it was only drizzling! and FYI it was a long 2km walk!

ANW: i really really hope one day the right guy i marry in future would be as nice as him... still be loving till we're like reap OLD! i'll do anything and cautiously pick the right person so i would NEVER pick a wrong guy and leave my future in jeopardy! NO WAY!

NIGHT with nana

2008-12-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

HEYA fellasss..

13thDec08

MUMMY COOKED THIS FOR LUNCH! simply delicious!

almost wasted a day! thank god for my constant nagging at kaina on how i dont wanna waste the night away! she agreed to go out with me! OMG kaina going out?! i must be really good at persuading her! at first i went to "sunset tavern" with nana to collect her paycheque. then we went to the all new west coast plaza to see how that mall is! to my surprise its pretty unoccupied.. as in its quite a big mall but not all the spaces are taken up "YET"...

HAD SUBWAY FOR DINNER! then chilled and crapped and camwhored at STARBUCKS! HAD MY CREAM CHOCOLATE CHIP with extra chip extra whipped cream~~~

HERE ARE THE PHOTOS OF THE NIGHT

MY favourite! subway melts + extra cheese

NEW classic pose

starbucks bringing in the festive mood! see those beautiful snowflakes printed on the cups?

NEW LOVE!

HURHUR

stupid kaina so sua ku: never see subway cookies before expression!

please excuse all the narcistic contents

AT THE BUS STOP

NANA bully me =[

THE END

haha . hehe . hoho. MAMA .

2008-12-12T00:36:00.014+08:00

okay heres something to shock you awake if you're like studying for your test! HEHE!

I know it's U.G.L.Y and unglam of me to put a photo of me like that but who cares! i think its FUNNY!!!

HAHA i'm kinda bored now so before i start studying for my MARKETING FUNDAMENTALS paper tmr... i shall blog a little about my friend..

GUESS WHO?! haha yes, its MAMA chia. Bestest bestie i got to know in poly! i know this "birthday entry" for her is kinda late but i hope you would forgive me yea.. hehe some photos for ya first! i made those camwhoring times we use to have in school into an "animation"? i thought it'll be really cute!

ANW HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! love ya!

thanks for all the encouragement all these while and the absolutely awesome party you planned with the others for me! i really really appreaciate it! it was like the best birthday ever!

on your birthday itself

Taken during some project meeting!

OUR first photo tgt!

HAHA

now, LAUGH!

upright irritants

2008-12-11T12:20:00.006+08:00

DOCTORS DOCTORS DOCTORS

YES the upright irritants i am referring to are DOCTORS! i have nothing against them... just that! i kinda overslept for a BUS STATS paper today so i didnt go for it as its kinda a long story why. so i tried to get a MC the whole entire morning! queued super long just to consult the freaking polyclinic doctor yet i was so honest to say i needed an MC to cover my absence and he said cause i said this i can't get it! ARGGH THEN... i went to a private physician to try to get an MC AGAIN! then she gave me but refusing to add on the statement "unfit for test" THIS made that piece of MC rather useless isnt it!? SO PISSED! and it cost me a bomb! freaking $32!! for nothing!

once again, nothing against doctors seriously!.. in fact i have always aspire to be a doctor.. THOUGH i know its truly impossible cause my course is totally "doctor-unrelated"... but i hope someday i can at least be a minor doctor or something so i can volunteer at a 3rd world country to provide medical support to people that really needs it!

Chores took away my SUNDAY

2008-12-01T04:40:00.004+08:00

HEYA! what a day i had~ ARGHH

it can be rated one of the most boring weekends ever! BUT yet the most efficient ones! i did all the chores i am suppose to do! iron all the clothes and revamped my room!
oh well... timecheck for now is like uhhh 4.44am and i'm still blogging!? AM I NUTS?! i wanted to do my Macro and OB tutorials but i'm like really sleep now... so perhaps i shall just go to sleep!

PHOEBE START STUDYING!! time to cut the slacks

EARTHLINGS! i'm back

2008-11-29T20:08:00.003+08:00

HEYO all earthlings!

Sorry that i havent been blogging for a long long time at this blog! sorry for abandoning it! hurhur -inserts smirk look- OH WELL! yesterday i went to MARIA's and MARK's Birthday surprise party! it was the most awesome party ever!... How lucky of Mark and Mama to have nice family members that brought this whole party together! Dont have much to say for now... so i shall share a Video of this really nice song with you!

P/S: I'm so gonna learn baking from MARIA's mum! wait for me mans!

LATELY...

2008-09-27T03:01:00.006+08:00

lately not much happened luh but its all filled with my GC programmes. keep going back to school for GC consultations, preparations and all. sigh sigh sigh. i thought i could rest and enjoy after my supp papers. got all the cans for the orphanage art & crafts ready already! and now i'm counting down 2 more days to take of to VIETNAM! so excited yet very unwilling cause of the fact its more of an educational vacation than a holiday vacation. so we still have to study and prepare or slides, have tutorials and all during the trip. SADED =( l

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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ HAHA found some photos of myself and cleo when we were much younger, CUTER, more adorable and blah blah blah! HAHAHA shes my closest cousin, and we grew up like sisters! though shes like only 7 months older than me. She was really mature and took care of me ALOT. really enjoyed the times we've been through! HAHA cant wait till we all have our own family and kids, pushing the pram down the street and shopping together... Haha i'm damn imaginative i know! =) ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

procrastination KILLS

2008-09-22T23:36:00.008+08:00

PROCRASTINATION KILLS

I feel really screwed up to the extent i'm breaking down this moment!
The fear that i may have to graduate with a 4.1 cert. NO WAY!

always say i wanna study but i keep procrastinating....

NOW i have 2 papers tmr and its the finale but still feeling very lost and lack behind.

NOW YOU GET THE PICTURE?

I'm so afraid i'm crying & screaming inside of me right now!

HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW? you tell me how?!

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

nuna누나

2008-09-19T03:33:00.007+08:00

샤이니

다운, was telling me about this new korean band called 샤이니 (SHINee). I was so bored in sch today so i search on them and i got to know they're really young and cute! HAHA the oldest was 18 and youngest is 14! OMG! I really like jonghyun (종현) & minho (민호). 다운 said that his friend knows jonghyun, I believe luh cause they're the same age! HAHA i wish i could meet them or sth someday. Watched their variety show from MNET. its some show whereby they'll date a nuna (누나) which means big sister. VERY interesting show. they're really funny! MAKES ME really wanna go korea! seems so fun. HAHA. [okay let me clarify, i'm not a fangirl kinda person for SHINee. but i'm either like this cause they're really cute or because of 다운?) ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

AGGY POPS

2008-09-16T23:07:00.011+08:00

AGGY POPS!
I SWEAR AGYNESS DEYN IS LOVED!!

Shes a model thats pretty new to the industry but shes picking up real quick! LOVE her style, her unique-ness. EVERYTHING! Ain't she pretty cool glam fab and whatsoever?!

Birth name: Laura Hollins
Date of birth: February 16, 1983 (1983-02-16) (age 25)
Place of birth: Failsworth, Greater Manchester, England
Height: 5 ft 8 in (1.73 m)
Hair color: Blonde
Eye color: Blue

CHRISSY ME!

HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT

One word! HOT yea not one actually his more than CUTE, HOT charismatic and talented? eh that i'm not sure but i sure find this german fella real CUTE -drools-

OH YA! forget to tell you his name is Christoph Watrin, Chris Watrin in short. couldnt find his profile but oh well. This was the vid that made me love him.

I hardly like any celebrities. NOT a fangirl kinda person but this 2 just really caught my eyes! so i would like to share it with you guys. HAHA

i tell myself

2008-09-15T07:53:00.002+08:00

I TELL MYSELF

I seriously dont understand why i keep telling myself i have to work harder and be discipline but i'm always doing otherwise? Now in just 2 hours i'll be having a test on just 4 pathetic topics and i'm still stuck at topic 2's notes! WTH phoebe uh phoebe! Never slept the whole night. Missed candle playing with sec sch buds cus i wanted to study for my test but what did i accomplished? NOTHING! i watched a repeated drama! so loser... okay enough for now. i still have to meet sec sch buds after sch. i'm feeling real shag and worn out now.

missing

2008-09-15T02:24:00.002+08:00

MISSING
There is so many people i miss now. Though poly is great; people is fun, having lotsa fun friends and all. Loving my GC peeps cus we're cool! HURHUR. But still there are so much i cant forget! Such as:

Ms Teh: The teacher that is always so sacrifacing, loving and caring. She was certainly made an impact in my life! all the time you've sacrifaced for me. I'll always remember and is appreciated! Best teacher ever. LOVE YA!
Sec Sch Clan: Those 3, Siqi, Kaina & Ellis which i spent the most time with in sec sch! i miss you guys sooooo much! its been long since we've meet and have fun tgt. i miss those time we "acted" together in YO hub.. HAHA you know what i mean. QING fang fang fang too!
3E1 peeps: Those juniors i really missed the times i clinged on to your class people. HAHA it was because of -ahem- in the beginning but i'm starting to really like you guys especially SEE YAN JUN!
AnDaWoon: lazy to explain luh........

Global craziness

2008-09-12T21:45:00.007+08:00

GLOBAL INSANITY

haven't been blogging for sometime already so i shall give you guys some insight of my holiday life! Global Citizenship have started and I'm having a blast but sadly I'll have to really start mugging for 3 subjects. as i have said before. i have failed my econs and i have yet took the papers for BA1 and POM. damn there goes my oh so wonderful holidays. oh well but I'm really excited about the Vietnam trip and I'm really anticipating for it to come!AHHHH. today we basically went to ACM [Asian Civilisation Museum]it was pretty interesting but i was feeling really lazy to fill up all the answers from the booklet we had. HAHA oops. after that we left for AWWA its a special school actually. its pretty fun but to be honest i feel really helpless as i cant really deal with the kids very well. dissapointment =(. went to long john for dinner with some GC peeps and went home. BTW i feel kinda bad being all sacarstic to that "aaron" at times. okay sorry mister i shall TRYYY to be nice.

SOME PHOTOS:

These are actually some mask from Vietnam

MR ho chi minh

Vietnam lion dance

very 1st class photo!

walking back after lunch

singapore trishaw

this poor pigeon injured its wing

ACM

look at howard! classic! HAHAHA

OFF WE GO TO awwa

our tutors

kenneth and jasper

buffet & IKEA!

2008-09-05T04:01:00.006+08:00

BUFFET & IKEA

Today my mum and i headed to centrepoint to have lunch at parkway thai restaurant. As usual the lunch buffet there was fantastic! i love their tom yum soup, fried chicken wings, green curry, pineapple rice, cucumber soup, and red ruby! OMG everything there is just sooo [SHIOK] yes shiok is the word to describe the food there. been going to parkway thai restaurant since i was a little kid. After lunch on the way to robinson, i saw this Americaya shoe shop which sells really really nice formal presentation heels! i sooo wanna buy it but its $60+ so it means i have to save alot more money to get it since mummy is so unwilling to get it for me. At robinson, we shopped for claypots and pans. and i saw really nice stuff there! okay uh so after that i went home to nap for a while and leave for IKEA. bought lotsa stuff which add up to almost $30. i sure know how to budget while i'm in IKEA, or else how do i even buy so many stuff at such low prices?! wow! HAHA i bought some storage boxes, photoframes, glass cookie jars, towel, dog eating mat, and memo pad. OH YA! i ate 2 hotdogs from IKEA too! awesome luh! In the night when i was home, we brought tiny down for a walk and played slide at the neighbourhood playground!

1st HOTDOG

2nd HOTDOG

my dog love to pose!

cast away

2008-09-03T18:31:00.003+08:00

CAST AWAY

Maybe, just maybe i shall leave my beloved blog stranded for the time being. i need time to think and plan what i gotta do for this long and dreadful holiday which is filled and packed with so much events that its all overflowing!its so much my head cant contain! ahhhhh! i need 38 hours a day! & freaking stop watching repeated dramas PHOEBE please. STOP! HAHA now i'll be leaving to have dinner with DADDY and go IKEA to do some shopping! be jealous!

boring quiz?

2008-09-02T23:53:00.005+08:00

BORING QUIZ?

but i am bored thats why i'm doing it. and it seems interesting.

10 WHAT’S:

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?

- i dreamt about 6F today so i msged samuel immediately!

2. What did you do last night?

- went haji

3. What is the most important part of your life?

- my family and studies for now

4. What would you rather be doing right now?

- be overseas

5. What did you last cry over?

- cry over? cant remember

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

- sometimes gorging, somethings talking to someone

7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?

- sense of security?

8. What are you worried about?

- my future, perhaps

9. What are you looking forward to most in this week?

- too many to list down

NINE HAVE YOU’S:

1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

- dont have a boyfriend before

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?

- duh, who doesnt

4. Have you ever been out of the country?

- YESSSS!

5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

- i think so?

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?

- i think so too?

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?

- of course not!

8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?

- NEVER

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

- readist digest counted?

EIGHT WHO’S:

1. Who was the last person you saw?

- my mum

2. Who was the last person you kissed?

- my dog?

3. Who was the last person you texted?

- samuel

4. Who was the last person to call you?

- daddy!

5. Who was your first crush?

- david lee

6. Who is the last person who texted you?

- samuel

7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?

- uh only me and yanny knows who! HAHA

8. Who did you last hug?

- cant remember

SEVEN WHEN’S:

1.When was your last shower?

- this morning

2. When did you last see your mom?

- now?

3. When was your last time u saw your dad?

- a few weeks back i guess?

4. When did you last dress up?

- dress up as in real nice? perhaps prom?!

5. When was the last time you cried?

- this seems familiar!

6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?

- freaking long time ago with a bunch of friends

7. When did you last listen to music?

- always now and forever!

SIX WHERE’S:

1. Where does your best friend live?

- usually the EAST

2. Where did you last go?

- haji

3. Where did you last hang out?

- haji

4. Where do you go to school?

- TP

5. Where is your favorite place to be?

- uh? mt sinai playground with swing! i hope its still there

6. Where did you sleep last night?

- my own wonderful bed? dumb qns where else should i be?

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?

- yea i guess so

2. Do he/she like you too?

- perhaps, NOT

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?

- not really. happy to be me!

4. Do you know the muffin man?

- i do know the song though.

do you know the muffin man the muffin man the muffin man.

5. Does the future scare you?

- of course! i means alot to me

FOUR WHY’S:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?

- cause i love them and they are fun people!?

2. Why did you get a myspace?

- nah dont have one

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?

- my aunty gave me my name

4. Why are you doing this survey?

- looks fun initially but i guess i'm wrong. so fouk LAME

THREE IF’S:

1. If you could have one superpower, what would you do?

-to travel through time or teleport. perhaps combine both power?

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?

- yea i would, all my procrastinations!

3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?

- food? DUH

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?

- uh if i were to have a ex? maybe, maybe not

2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?

- OF COURSE I WOULD!

ONE LAST QUESTION:

1. Are you happy with your life right now?

- almost?

peetee + peesai = LOVE?

2008-09-02T21:35:00.006+08:00

peetee + peesai = LOVE?

Ooh, ooh

Do you ever think about me?

Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?

In the middle of the night when you're awake,

Are you calling out for me?

Do you ever reminisce?

I can't believe in nothing like this

I know it's crazy

How I still can feel your kiss

1 - It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours

Since you went away

I miss you so much and I don't know what to say

I should be over you

I should know better but it's just not the case

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours

Since you went away

Do you ever ask about me?

Do your friends still tell you what to do?

Every time the phone rings,

Do you wish it was me calling you?

Do you still feel the same?

Or has time put out the flame?

I miss you Is everything okay?

Repeat 1

It's hard enough just passing the time

When I can't seem to get you off my mind

And where is the good in goodbye?

Tell me why, tell me why

Repeat 1

Sing it for me

Ooh, ooh

This is one song that
really discribe how i feel about YOU excluding the kiss, the 6 months, 8days 12
hours and all, and the goodbye since there isnt any of this happening HAHA. but
i really miss YOU. and alot of things that i wonder about YOU is all describe in
the song! somehow?

SAY chicken backside?

2008-08-26T01:06:00.010+08:00

say CHICKEN BACKSIDE?

okay okay, i know i was awfully random for the post title but who cares! LOL now lets begin crapping. BASICALLY, i just died and you know why?

[1] I think I'll have to retake 1 paper and take 2 supp paper! that's 3 in total! AHHH!

[2] Very broke now. not working + no pocket money + overspending = TOTAL BANKRUPTCY

my current life is SO SADED + GG right? i really have to slap myself with a smelly tuna and wake up from my fairytale world where everything is perfect CUS this world is really not perfect! its a BATTLEGROUND where we must be consistant in whatever shit we do! argh MUST buck up and it'll be tough since i'm in VTCDS.

BTW i found this new cool shit website which is like a substitute for photobooth which any other normal com can enjoy. unlike apple so SEL-FISH only has photobooth for iBooks. arghhh NOW i can cam whore with more fun gadgets! weehee!

HERE YOU GO!

2008-08-21T18:29:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT?!

hey hey everyone! i finally got a new phone and its the first phone i buy MYSELF!! hah i got it for only $98 but it doesnt look cheap HAHA amazing but true i LOVE MY NEW PHONE! its motorola q9h. theres a paper tmr and i thought only tmr then daddy is coming to SG to go get the phone with me. but it was actually today! ARGH now i'm so gonna be distracted for my revision for tomorrow's econs paper =(. alright i shall show you some of my new LOVE!

old phone but i still love it~

NEW LOVE!!!!!!

THE END SEM PAPERS

2008-08-20T17:33:00.008+08:00

THE END SEM PAPERS:

~~Computing System & Applications~~
~~[16 Aug, 10-11 AM]~~

Microeconomics
[22 Aug, 9.30-11.30 AM]

Principle of Management
[27 Aug, 9.30-11.30 AM]

Business Accountings 1
[27 Aug, 2.30-4.30 PM]

2 Days to ECONS

2008-08-20T16:13:00.006+08:00

[2 Days to ECONS]

I've decided to blog before i seriously, officially start to concentrate on my microeconomics revision. which is like just 2 days away. on the 22nd 9.30am paper. Honestly I'm really worried whether i can get through all this paper and successfully get into year 1.2 without retaking any subjects. Cause it has been such a long time in poly already and i still don't get whats going on?! okay sounds bad, i know. so I've got ALOT to buck up on! hur hur -inserts troubled smile- oh well, theres always a price to pay for playing too much and not taking my studies seriously.
BTW today is a very unlucky day for me as i wanted to boil some water to cook my maggie mee, i over boil the water till it all evaporated and the fire was like overheating the glass pot. AND halfway through my drama i suddenly remembered i was boiling water!!! i quickly off the fire and place the pot in the sink and added water to the base and it was okay but for the cover? it kinda like exploded? the glass of the cover shattered everywhere!!! AHHHHHHH dieeeeeee~ oops forgot to take a photo of it to show you! okay and its like almost five and i haven't even get to chapter 1. still at introduction of economics. JUST had my lunch and it was great! mummy cooked green curry chicken, omelette & and some veg. had plain yogurt for dessert.AND "The Notebook" is a AWESOME MOVIE!!

MY green curry chicken

OMELETTE

YOGURT

German BEAR?!

Suddenly i remembered those stuff toys my daddy would bring home from his overseas trip. The rest of the bears and clowns and so on and so forth were given to some salvation army or sold away when we were gonna move to a MUCH smaller house. =( I SO REGRET GIVING THEM AWAY. this is one of those bears that i kept cause my mother thinks its cute! its either from germany or ? uh i forgot where.

Random thoughts

2008-08-18T22:24:00.009+08:00

RANDOM THOUGHTS

Suddenly i just feel the world would be a better place if people would just:

Think of human flaws like ugliness,impatience, selfishness, stupidity,
irresponsibility, or whatsoever as "human" its because they're human
that's why these happens.
Think of Good Points of mankind such as
beauty, kindness, talents, friendliness, righteousness
and all as BONUSES in life and we'll all be a happier person!

ISN'T IT? DO YOU AGREE WITH ME?

THE DRUMFEST VID

2008-08-18T20:35:00.011+08:00

VIDEO of the winning band of the below 19 category!

WINNING DRUM SOLO!

DRUMFEST! & csa paper

2008-08-16T23:47:00.006+08:00

CSA paper & DRUMFEST

Today is a long day!...
In the morning, I went to School for my oh so unprepared CSA exam paper. The paper was actually pretty simple just that i think i wasnt prepared and i should started revision earlier. Whatever it is i shall not regret and just study hard for my other papers which is 22nd- MicroEcons 27th- BA & POM.
When i came home to cleos place after the paper i was so freak tired i could just sleep on the road. okay then cleo was like dressing up nicely and all so i got to know they were going for DRUMFEST to support Chow Kiat Stephen and all. It was a really cool as you can kinda see all the best drummers of Singapore all at the same time! Btw Drumfest was held at a really cool PUB called "THE ARENA". I saw mr eyecandy i saw in TP Design sch canteen at the arena to support his friend which is in the under 19 category too. UH he so remind me of Kevin BAN BAN BAN. I dont know if i still hate him or NOT for somethings that have happened. hur hur.
After DRUMFEST, i had dinner with my darling cousin cleo at "the central" where we ate pepper lunch! She had the the chicken pepper rice and i had the chicken with salmon combo meal! YAY! She had to meet stephen after dinner so i walked around the central for a while. i saw samuel! the TP tennis player with a really whacky hairstyle i think he was in some food expedition or something like that that engine sch organised. oh well and on the way home i was soooooooooooooooo sleep deprived that i took to outrum park and missed my stop and went to habourfront! WTH wait and when i went to the Bedok track, i overslept and went all the way to Tampines! what a joke, waste my time!

Some Photos for YOU:

OUR TICKETS!

cleo AND i

THE BEAUTIFUL INTERIOR

stephen, naz & chow kiat

overnight mugging

2008-08-15T00:30:00.005+08:00

OVERNIGHT MUGGING

Haha. I am currently "studying" at my dearest cousin's house. feeling kinda bored so i decided to add another entry! yay? oh well so i am gonna have my CSA paper on the 16th. AND cleo was like stressing to me that the amount of time i have left is insufficient so i have to burn midnight oil to cover at least half the chapters by today! okay whatever! next i wanna blog about the event yesterday!
which is STEPHENS 19th BDAY! when i came to cleo's place in the afternoon to get my presentation clothes, cleo said there will be a surprise party for stephen at 8pm so i decided to skip track for it. HAHA she actually spent $90+ on a customized guitar cake! WOW?!? yea and its damn nice! invited all his friends lotsa food and all. When we walked out and start singing the bday song with the cake, stephen looks so shock and happy! haha had cake cutting session then we played WII and talk and all. got to know a girl AUDREY who is in the same class as stephen and she does JAZZ piano! shes damn good! and we had inside joke on "hadi's genting trip" LOL! okay bisically it was fun and i enjoyed my day with all the surprise and tiring wii boxing, tennis, bowling and guitar heros. & i feel so happy when hui xuan tells her friends that i'm like her sister and all. it makes me feels love and more assured. cus we're all like growing up too quickly that being really close like before may not be as easy as last time. as we all have our own friends life and everything. BUT I STILL LOVE HER!

STEPHEN 19th BDAY!

BABY tiny's bday

2008-08-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

ITS YOUR DAY BABY~

Actually my baby, tiny [my dog] birthday was like on national day. but we chose to celebrate it today instead. Btw you know why his birthday was on the 8th Aug? We kinda chose a random date on August just because when he came he was 1 yr 2 months old but we didnt know his birth date so oh well we just made it 8th AUG. OKAY back to the point! My mummy actually plan to bring tiny to many places and have a doggie cake for the very first time but somethings got screwed due to the horrible rain! argh. But still we went to US doggie bakery and bought many dog gourmets for him like lamb meatballs, meatloaf, premium cookies, cream bday cake, and bake lamb bacon bits! wow i know that's alot for a puny dog like tiny! We had lunch at some katong laksa stall called "328 katong laksa" it was great! love the otah there. then we bought "tau pok pau" which my mum keep whining for. when to some pasir ris animal or more like pet farm area where they have a ENORMOUS pet shop more like a pet mini mart! with everything you can find in it. there was a huge stray dalmatian there like bigger than any regular humans! show you a photo of him later. HURHUR. then went to all the doggy kennels to check out the puppies they have, as mummy want to get another companion for TINY. [lazy to add in more details.. blahblahblah]

FEAST YOUR EYES!

US Doggie Bakery!

lamb meatballs

Meatloaf [otah look alike! HAH]

tiny's first bday cake...

after 8 years!

328 KATONG laksa

MY LUNCH~

source of it

the largest DOG ever!~

CUTE~ but looks quite sad actually =(

I took this while i was in the car on the way back! AMAZING i love it! the sunset the angle and all. makes me wanna do more for photography. To be honest i did edit a little but its very minimal.

RANDOM tourist day?

2008-08-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

RANDOM TOURIST DAY!

today was "out of zoo day" with my women yanzo apple pants! had hell lot of FUN. didnt plan to do anything though. wanted to shop fo my damn presentation heels but to no avail. as usual. okay. so we uh i was late and we got to know there was a LIME flea! freaking LOVE IT. cus things were really shit cool and cheap like mad there. sad thing it was gonna rain so many stalls actually packed up and left. aww, wasted.

AT THE FLEA:

-there was a stall that sells kimono fabric trucker cap! HOT~

-i like 28 strings

-love "pretty sisters" shop which i bought some earrings, oversized skirt and a downsized shirt

-cool LOCAL electrico band with insane guitars and syns!

-got really cool threesome bangles! [GOLD,WHITE,BROWN]

after all that we left for centre point. uh boring so shant talk about it! then uh yanzo was HUNGRY. so we head to TAKA. ate the usual fav jap noodles. upsized to JUMBO. but like no difference! fouk that stupid guy! ate some pastry thingy and mcflurry too! we took lotsa lame shots there. and left for HOME. uh own our way we act like some RANDOM TOURIST! fun like SHIT. You'll understand when the photos tells all. SHACKSSS! i forgot to take photos of how the whole LIME flea was like! DAMN!

PHOTO GALOREEE!

PRICELESS! PINK BANGLE

TO THOSE ANNOYING Anorexic looking women that are stick thin and still thinks that they are F.A.T! hurhur try having fleshy arms that can create another bangle with just some pressure of some paper bags and some bangles in front! HAHA beat that freak shit women! HUR

Finally!

2008-08-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

here i present to you my public blog. I had to create this as people is always asking whether i have a blog and i said its private. So i guess i public blog should begin its new life! hurhur. okay uh i shall just blog about the boring or "exciting" or whatever you call it, today.

Yesterday. did my microecons all the way till like 5am in the morning. slept at 6am. overslept as usual and missed my oh so "important" BA lecture. okay whatever. then, i had to rush like some mad cow disease to school for my microecons presentation today. was freaking nervous about it. butterflies in stomach and all cause i kinda screwed my other subjects presentations. overall i guess it was quite alright. abit overly naggy though. Went with "the usuals" to design sch [my favourite!!] to have my usual PC salsa with spaghetti + MILO! [psst: they have the BEST milo ever!] ahhhh! okay now i'm like blogging this at the library. tried to create a livejournal but its so not user friendly for me. HURHUR. so blogger here i am and perhaps in another 1 hrs time i'll be meeting xiao yan to either go 1) AOM [to find xue er and all] 2) PS [for movie.. blahblahblah] 3) slack and go home? NAH whatever blog again when i have more exciting stuff or photos to share! toodles!~ BTW i have learnt a little of photoshop. hurhur. so fake and deceiving.

Here you go! The FAKE reality!:

notice my hands & legs. i did sth to the waist too hurhur.

OMG! wonders of PHOTOSHOP!

CONTINUATION OF TODAY!

oh well after those long boring waits in the library, i did meet yanzo and brianna and sprouts. Shopped around PS for a while. had my McDonalds foldever upsized meal so i could get my cup! yay! then went to AOM since we were kinda bored.

-Painted yanzo nails "SLUT" pink

-Got to know nicholas was from HCJC! [oh thy HOLY genious!]

-stick special order from mac on my laptop which makes it McLap [Quoted by Mr Sproutsss]