I know I know

Yes I know clearly that I'm one of the worse groupmate ever!

Every leader's nightmare.

I am a "fei-luar" (daniel and I's inside joke)

Please bear with me for a while. In the process of picking myself back up.

GREATEST REGRET EVER! Grouping with friends. now my friends are gonna hate me. I'm gonna be friendless. ='(

Its a freaking waste when people no longer wanna be friends with you anymore just because I'm the worse project group mate ever! but i know i'm not perfect, in fact i'm a person with A LOT of flaws. But i'm human.

Sorry world. I think i should be like another melissa. But then again it'll be damn sad cause honestly who will give a damn? its phoebe its phoebe i'll probably have like 20 fans? who'll miss my nonsense and not what i would have been able to contribute to the world with my "talents" and all. When others in the world whos nice, pretty, and multi-talented. I'm starting to doubt myself.

Is there anyone out there who still have faith in me? hmmm? I have myself to blame. seriously just myself to blame.

Now I miss you

I came across our old photos together and i remembered how i had 2 chances to hug you but then it never happen.

Was out with you a couple of times and how i wanted to just grab your hands, but then it never happen.

I was sharing ice cream with you on that special day and you were so close i wish i could lean on you, but it never happen.