What happen lately? Recent Photos? all will be done at a later date! Cause now I would like to take some time to express how i am feeling right now... at the same time, Kinda like jot down an 'apology letter' here?
CHANGE
I know I have bad time management
I know i do not know how to prioritise
I know I am very easily distracted
I am AWARE of all my flaws
I WANT TO CHANGE
I'M TRYING TO CHANGE
maybe no one can see cause
I am not making much of a progress YET
But deep down inside i know
I HAVE TO CHANGE
I WANT TO CHANGE
A note to all my family friends and especially my Project Group Mates: If you guys are reading this, I want you guys to know I'm truly sorry for being sucha constant dissapointment. Constantly not doing my work, giving the group so much problem. Adding burdens and workload to the group. I TRULY am sorry! As i have said i wanna change and i promise i will try my very best! but no one person can change over night! so give me some time. (I felt so ashamed yesterday, I was afraid to face the group afraid the face the world!) Feeling so lost and helpless!
I'M SORRY!
though i know sorry is useless... I shall prove with actions... But time is needed
A song to Express myself now!: Scars (Stronger for life) - Corrinne May
LYRICS
just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don’t want to hear them say
“You’re no good at this”
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I’m meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Cut away
All within me
That won’t bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Scars make us stronger for life
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