Jam-Pack month ahead!

FIRSTLY! i've got lotsa projects to clear... 1 down, 3 to go!

16th Jan: Organisational Behaviour - 1) Article

2) Presentation
3) Role Play

23rd Jan: Macroecons -1) Articles
2) Fiscal Policy

29th Jan: Microecons - 4 Articles!

2nd Feb: Marketing Fundamentals - Place analysis

SECONDLY, EXAMS are just around the corner! exactly 1 month before i have my first paper... OMG? anyway since i retook to subs without a CDS... i've got 6 papers this time! AHHHH

Ignore the "carpe diem" which means iloveyou.. i dont love exams but i shall learn to love them!

MY EXAM TIMETABLE!

ALRIGHTY... i'm off to die for my marketing project now! ANW for an advertorial! hurhur for the first time i felt that coffee made me alive!! (ps: but it only lasted me for less than an hour! i'm tired, drained and sleepy again!! NOOOO! Sobsss)

to add on... ONLINE SHOPPING IS EVILLLLL! i sooo agree with amanda! haha been spending too much on online shopping till i'm B.R.O.K.E! like seriously! i shall stop till i save till like $400 again? or when i start working?

SIGNING OFF,
disorganised living ZOMBIE

CRASHED

HEADLINES HEADLINES!

can you believe there was this plane that crashed at the hudson river today! and all 155 passengers survived! okay getting boring... go read up yourself if curious
link to the news

okay next up! Today i woke up real early and went to kamoh's place for her wonderfully prepared breakfast! had peartart, Premium Bread, Oreo Cheesecake yogurt and cheesesticks!

after that i went to my Grandma's house initially to swim but didn't in the end as the water is seriously damnnn COLD!! brrrrr... i had my FAVOURITE "braise pork"! and ahma thought me how to make the new year biscuit thingy again! YAY! i called it the ah ma biscuit! I also got to eat a almost $70 worth of bird nest! awesome or what!? My grandma loves us soooo much!! shes the best mans!

So lately i've been itching to BAKE but sadly i haven't replace my oven so i kept finding things that are somewhat similar to replace baking! I've been making pancakes! But they end up looking like "ROTI PRATA" as my house ran out of butter! ARGHH!
Picked up sewing from my mum and starting to think its actually kinda fun to sew!
Made Banana Nutella Cream Cheese bread! YUMS
Had peanut butter and jelly with wholemeal bread the entire week!
Hyatt hotel's wedding chocolates from mummy!
Bought French Cheesecake yogurt..
Eating much healthier alternative cereals!

I feel like i'm really improving my diet by alot! WOW am so proud of that!
AND i've been doing housework lately! see i'm no spoiled!

HEE HEE HEE
I found some software that allows me to "take" polaroid pictures! yay! finally cool or what!? not i dont have to buy expensive polaroids to have "polaroids". I bet you'll say "AIYA, its different got the camera cooler, blah blah, the film is cool..even if i print it out it wont be like polaroid films!" SO WHAT! hahahahha

TO END OFF........
Shall i buy!?!?!!?

• a navy blue leggings?! its only $10 anw
• between green and brown AEROPOSTLE hoodies, which looks better?! (or shall i just get both? its $25 each)
  

TAG and tell me alright!

ASHAMED and HELPLESS

Some updates..
What happen lately? Recent Photos? all will be done at a later date! Cause now I would like to take some time to express how i am feeling right now... at the same time, Kinda like jot down an 'apology letter' here?

CHANGE

I know I have bad time management
I know i do not know how to prioritise
I know I am very easily distracted
I am AWARE of all my flaws
I WANT TO CHANGE
I'M TRYING TO CHANGE
maybe no one can see cause
I am not making much of a progress YET
But deep down inside i know
I HAVE TO CHANGE
I WANT TO CHANGE

A note to all my family friends and especially my Project Group Mates: If you guys are reading this, I want you guys to know I'm truly sorry for being sucha constant dissapointment. Constantly not doing my work, giving the group so much problem. Adding burdens and workload to the group. I TRULY am sorry! As i have said i wanna change and i promise i will try my very best! but no one person can change over night! so give me some time. (I felt so ashamed yesterday, I was afraid to face the group afraid the face the world!) Feeling so lost and helpless!

I'M SORRY!
though i know sorry is useless... I shall prove with actions... But time is needed

A song to Express myself now!: Scars (Stronger for life) - Corrinne May

LYRICS

just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don’t want to hear them say
“You’re no good at this”

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I’m meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won’t bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Scars make us stronger for life

Scars (Stronger For Life) - Corrinne May